| Artin' Again |
[07 Nov 2007|12:40am] |
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So I am kind of arting again. Not like big time projects or anything, but little stuff. Pet stuff again, cause the monsters in my head wont stay in there all trapped up forever. They find their way out. I sketch at work while on the phone sometimes. Its nice to be drawing again though, after me and art had a falling out last year/ beg of this year XD
Been reading an excellent book series, the hollows series by Kim Harrison. I am so hooked. I never pegged them as something I would like but Ed made me read the first one. the writing is not so great, but the stories are fun and the characters really grow on ya. Hope I can find the next one, there HAS to be another. I think I will go look that up right now.
Even though I need to be in bed.
An hour ago.
Whatever!
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| Guppies |
[29 Oct 2007|10:49pm] |
I bought more guppies this weekend with me seeees. She helped pick them out and name them. One of the first three died, but Fred and Lucy are alive and well. They now have friends. Three Spot, Joey and Ivy are guppies, and Stevie is an insane algea eater that wishes he was a guppie. Yes all the things in my aquarium have names. I think the snails are all named Gary. Ed would probably agree with that.
Well Halloween is coming, and I am so not doing anything for it. I have to work. I guess kids are going to be trick or treating at the call center, that oughta be special. I will wear my shirt that says 'Boo' and the end.
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| New Phone |
[21 Oct 2007|02:01am] |
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Woot I have finally joined the digital brain zombies and got my self a cell phone :D Yay me. Its all little and cute and shiny, its the samsung blast and so far I like it. I dont have many people to put in it except like work people and junk so far. Most everyone doesnt know I have it yet, mwahaha. They still think I am unreachable, I am tempted to leave it that way.
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| Feeshies |
[07 Oct 2007|11:47pm] |
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I bought my feeshies today. 3 guppies and a new plant for their home. I got a male turquoise blue and a female with a yellow tail (Lucy) and a sorta blue female. Only Lucy has a name so far, she told me her name right away and I have no idea why its Lucy lol. The other two I dunno yet. I wouldnt doubt it if the boy becomes Bob though haha. I also got some tiiiiiiiny baby snails that are sooooo cute. So tiny omg! Like a couple of them just look like little dirt spots til you look really close.
I am amused I am so happy about my aquarium and feeshies. Hehe.
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| Who stole my lunch! |
[06 Oct 2007|12:43pm] |
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Some jerk at work stole my lunch! I went on break and behold, no lunch anywhere. I looked all around the fridges for it, but someone took off with it, and it was just a brown paper bag with a sammich a pudding and some carrot sticks. How desperate or stupid do you have to be to steal a lunch from a co-worker? Its a big place though, so no one would ever even know.
In my lunch today I put a note, just in case they would like to steal it again:
"Quit stealing my lunch you fucking moron. You have a job - get your own damn lunch.
PS: Next time there might be rat poison in it... enjoy! "
I dunno, I don't think I would eat a lunch with a note like that in it. Then again I would never steal someone else's lunch!! >_<
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| Feeshies |
[26 Sep 2007|12:26pm] |
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I bought an aquarium this weekend. Or last weekend, Whatever. Its purple and shiny and cute. I have been missing all my old fish and pond and aquariums, so I was in the petstore and randomly bought it. It was clearance, so like half price, not bad. I am going to try live plants again, and maybe tetras or guppies or something more colorful. Add to my list of things-I-have-had-in-a-bowl-of-water. I already bought a couple little live plants for it and some vitamins to get things going. Gonna let it adapt a few days before adding any fish. Woohoo!
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| Doorbell |
[07 Sep 2007|12:43am] |
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My doorbell just rang. 12:30 am, I was in bed and my doorbell rang. Just once, no knock, nothing. My dog barked once, then I motioned her to come in the hall and stand quiet with me XD So... we hid in the hall all quiet like.
Because at this time of night in this neighborhood there was no way in hell I was opening that door.
Sorry if you were someone important or something. Come back when its light out!
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| New Desk |
[28 Aug 2007|11:17pm] |
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Moved into my new desk at work today, and its all shiny and clean and not so very special. And I have no tacks or pins or whatever to hang anything! And I dont have anything to hang yet! Oh but never you fear, its gonna get soooo cluttered with fun stuff XD I am seriously thinking of bringing my foster farms bock to work to sit at my desk with me. That will let people see how nuts I am, and keep them away all at once!
WOOT.
And I discovered this chick I was in the VC with works at t-mobile too. I HATE her. Omg I am so pissed, and wanna know why?! She ists in the cubicle on the other side of the wall from me. A whole entire call center and my new desk is a wall away from here!!! GRAH!! Omg.
For any of you that read this and went to school with me you would remember her from such episodes as the pink pleather outfit of horrible bubblegum doom!! Yeah seriously.
I bought the yummiest grapes tonight so crunchy and yum~! Sweet shiny death to my insides!
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| Sick |
[19 Aug 2007|08:49pm] |
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So sick I feel like throwing up every time I get out of bed. Or everytime I move. Or everytime I dont move.
Pretty much its bad. I threw up all night, and finally had nothing more to throw up. Then the hot and cold cills, thats been great. And the headache that makes me feel like my brain is trying to explode out.
And here I feel bad because I have never called in sick to work before. Go figure.
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| Worthy Cause |
[17 Aug 2007|01:17am] |
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I was headed home tonight, and on a whim decided I wanted some kind of nasty take out food for dinner. Being I get off work at 12:30 am and such, my options were pretty damn limited for drive through. So, I scoped out TacoBell, but it was all creepy and deserted and closed looking. Screw it, went to McDonald's instead.
There I am sitting at the drive through cause the damn cow lady operating the joint was taking forever and these two guys come around and knock on my car window. First impression: omgwtf I'm gonna die or something~!
But, they were drunk. That made them a little less scary. And they were kinda cute. The main guy asked me if I would order them something and I was like wth? Only I knew right away what they were up to. My brother and his buddies are like 19-20, I know all about this. They wont let you walk up to a drive through and order. So here are these two guys sitting by my car, trying to get their orders straight and ducking to hide from the drivethrough lady. I even saw her comeing back once and was like shh, duck!
And on another whim, I said sure, I'll order you pooheads something. I ended up getting them a whole bag of burgers, hell they payed so I wasn't wasting anything but my gas. I had to even pull around again cause the chick was so slow and there was a bunch of people behind us by then. I got their burgers and such they were really happy. It was to soak up all their boozing, so they said.
I think the funniest part was how polite the guys were, even drunk and young and bratty as they were, they said please and thank you and shook my hand and it was cracking me up the whole time XD I told them it was a thank you for not drinking and driving.
But anyway, that was my adventure for the night.
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| Day After the Big Day |
[12 Aug 2007|09:53am] |
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Well the wedding was beautiful yesterday, everything went off almost without a hitch. There was a professional photographer, professional flower arrangements and even some music dudes. There were lots of lights, and flowers and tiki torches, and people.
The last minute decision by Aaron to have his brother stand with him caused a rucus. They had never planned to have anyone stand with them, and all a sudden I got dragged in as well. We couldn't have two guys stand up there and no one with the bride. So I turned into a maid of honor or whatever thats called in the end anyway.
Ryver was adorable in her little sparkly pink dress, and I got to help her walk down. Then the dude marrying them got Kelsey's name wrong in the ceremony, and asked "Chelsea" (me) about the vows at the whole name part. That got a good laugh from the crowd. The best part was the sundae bar instead of wedding cake, but I didn't have any icecream I was worried I would get sick.
Memorable moments: Ed randomly freakin out over what makeup she wanted on her face. Ryver trying to crawl to her parents in the middle of the ceremony. Aaron bringing me my ugly flipflops and demanding my nice ones cause Kels forgot her own. Walking past Aunt Kay and having her laugh at me and say "she stole your shoes didn't she?" HAH.
!~!~CONGRATS ED ON YOUR WEDDING!~!~!
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| Big Day |
[11 Aug 2007|09:05am] |
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I tried to eat my last kiwi for breakfast but it was old and has a fermenty weird taste. It looked so pretty and felt nice and just ripe, but it was all a lie. A LIE.
So today is the big huge stupid annoying happy wedding day thing! I been running around like a chicken with my head cut off since I woke up...late... a quarter to 9. I just threw on some crap, and packed up everything else. How do I have time to sit here and bs with the journal? I dont really. This is the tiny alotted breakfasty time but I have such a stupid not-morning stomach, I cant eat anything right now. *packs snacks*
I hope Ed's doin ok, not freakin out and junk. Cause if she freaks out I will either freak out with her, or be the sane one that tells her to breathe. It could go either way, I just hope we don't really have to spend all day with her mom. Bet we do though, Moms love this wedding shit.
Ok I gotta bail, hope all this goes well and junk, its only once in a blue moon that an Ed gets hitched!!!
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| Blueberries Taste Like Summer |
[10 Aug 2007|07:02pm] |
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Blueberries totally taste like summer. Just like BBQ smells like summer, sprinklers sound like summer, and warm grass feels like summer.
I am making 50 pounds of my famous pasta salad for my Ed's wedding. Maybe not 50, maybe only 45. Ok maybe not that much but it feels like it. I really just have to make enough to fit in the salad bowl and feed many peoples.
On that note, MY ED IS GETTING MARRIED TOMORROW. Omg wtf sis. All growed up, with a kid, 2 cats and a hubby!! Oh, and a snake. She doesn't count though, snakes aren't pets.
I still dunno what I am gonna wear, but hey I got some half-baked options at least. Nothing fits, and that entire can of mini raviolis I just ate SO DIDN'T HELP. Uggg!
I graduated training today, and no one told me I was fired, so I guess I really did graduate O_o;;; I dunno? Oh well, who cares. I only get one day off this weekend, cause my new schedule starts Sunday afternoon. LAMESAUCE!!
I think I will order myself a cell phone Sunday at work. I will be there early, and I am so ready for one. SHH quit laughing, its not my fault I have never had a cell phone before. Its something my parents would never allow, and I never really needed or even wanted. I still cant rationalize spending money on a stupid phone. The closest I get is a graduation present for actually surviving this long at that dump. We'll see, but I want the new Samsung Blast.
Anyway, back to pasta salad I suppose.
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[07 Aug 2007|07:27pm] |
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Everything is pretty fucked up right about now. Yes, thats what I said. Fucked up. My one friend at stupid work who was doing somewhat bad like me and failing like me and in general relating to the stupidity like me QUIT> GODAMIT. Damitalltohell. I had a terrible day at work. I was a million times worse than everyone else in the training class - so bad that one of the TA's pulled me off the phone just to sit and find out what was going on. I was like crashing, I told her that too.
And I got this efed up wedding to go to, no offense I love my sissy but damn it I been shopping every day after work and last weekend. I got nothing to wear, a bag full of pasta junk to make, and my brains are fried.
And my effing mother called me Sunday night JUST to let me know how awefully I take care of the house, how bad I am at doing anything around here, how she was thinking of renting the back room to some RANDOM people she knows/is friends with, and that "whoever doesn't like it can just move out". Because they would pay rent, possibly more than me. therefor in fucked up mother land, random friends > daughter.
I certainly hope its just another round of her bullshit and she stops it. I thought we were pretty good since the LAST time she threatend to get rid of me. I pay half the rent and my aunt pays the other half for gods sake she pays maybe 200 of anything for having a house where she can store her SHIT. I am so sick of everything.
So anyway I have pretty much been in a state of no speaking to anyone right now. I know its pissing off my buddy but I have just been in a place of complete denial of the world. I do wonder though if I need to be around her to like force myself not to be in this downward spiral of doom. Its a week to week day to day thing. I think I need pills, and I am so not going there.
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Godamn you Sid you weak little ho!!!
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I cant even choose an LJ mood. Pissed Off, depressed, angry, sad, worried, irritated, numb, tired, bitchy.... GRAH I want a GRAH mood. DAMIT.
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| Sliced Ponderings |
[05 Aug 2007|01:25pm] |
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So anyway, I am making a crab salad today. I don't particularily like crab salad, its really not my thing. I also feel like death, and my insides are on strike, so I doubt eating crab salad will really help matters.
but what I have really been thinking about while I make the salad, is why to olives that you buy already sliced in the can taste different than the ones you slice yourself?? they are the same brand, same juice, they sorta even look the same. So WHY? And its not just that they taste different, the ones already sliced are kinda yucky. I knew this and I bought them anyway out of laziness.
It's like the pickles that are already sliced. They taste different than the ones you slice yourself from big pickles. It makes no sense. Its stupid. When you buy sliced bread it tastes pretty darn good. Sliced ham and cheese are good. Stupid I say, stupid.
Anyway, back to making salad and vegitating all day.
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| Phones |
[18 Jul 2007|07:56am] |
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Well, Monday was officially my first day actually answering the real live phones at T-Mobile. The first 4 weeks of class training are over, and now we have four weeks of training on the phones. but really they just tossed us on the phones and said hey, we will be around here to help you if you really get stuck on something. Lame.
So after the first day I was pissed, distressed and totally ready to quit. I kept saying what the hell did I get myself into, did I really sign up for this?!? I mean I want a new car and have to pay for stupid shits, but I was certain it was so not worth it!
But yesterday went a little better, and now that we don't even have a partner to help us at the phones, we are totally flying solo, I think I am getting the hang of it. Or at least on the way to getting the hang of it. I still can't believe I signed myself up for this abuse, willingly, but hey maybe it will actually work out. I dunno. I have my doubts.
I keep expecting the coach to call me out and tell me not to come back, that she figured out finally I am just a poser pretending to know what I am doing and pretending to be a nice outgoing person. HAH. Ok so no wonder they tell me I need to work on my confidence XD
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| Day off! |
[30 Jun 2007|11:08am] |
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Yay omg day off finally! Working all week long is like serious brain drain, since I am in training right now. We had an assessment Friday and I got 94% so I am doin alright I guess. Have to have average of 90% to 'graduate' the training classes and junk.
For those that don't know, I work for T-Mobile now. Its not the greatest, but it was a serious pay increase compared to ShopKo, and full time with good benefits! The center isnt bad, nice people, a restaurant and lounge and gym. I will have to take service calls all day but I think I can handle it. I want a new car damit! I gotta save somehow! Hehe.
Well back to enjoying my day off. Especially since Ed's outta town camping and NOT pestering me with all her dumb wedding crap! I'm joking, I love her, she knows it. I am just not amused by last minute printing screw ups.
*Note to self: FIX WEDDING DIRECTIONS/ REPRINT
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| Nearly 2 Years Later... |
[21 Jun 2007|08:30pm] |
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So.. its been a long time. I started this journal back in 2003. Its had its ups, and downs, overhauls, changes and traumas. Reading back over its old and scattered entries was like looking through tiny doors into nearly forgotten pasts. Not just one past, many pasts. Past lives and adventures and situations.
The records are not detailed in most cases, but they are accurate none the less, and its was a suprisingly emotional journey to get caught up with everything I had written. I smiled at the names of old friends, laughed at old quips and quotes, and felt the anger and pain all over again at some of the rougher times I wrote about. I am glad I took the opportunity to do so, and amused that I am writing something years later.
I don't feel especially up to writing all the updates from the last couple years, but I felt compelled to at lest leave a foot print in here so that I can see I was back. Sort of the 'I came, I saw, I remember'.
Thank you for being here all this time Journal, and if I have down town maybe I will stop by and rant it up a bit in here sometime.
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| Yep :D |
[08 Aug 2005|12:33am] |
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bockfeathers: whatchu doin?
Kit Kiana: nothing u
bockfeathers: talking to Mikie and you and rp-ing a little x_x
Kit Kiana: rping what
bockfeathers: with mikie o_O
Kit Kiana: you are her new lover =O
bockfeathers: O_O
bockfeathers: yeah she said I should have her children somehow, now that you mention it XD!!
Kit Kiana: o.O
bockfeathers: it's only cause you left me T_T!!!
Kit Kiana: ;.;
bockfeathers: left me for another Bock T_T
Kit Kiana: ;.;
bockfeathers: Don't even pay child support for the peeps x_X!!
bockfeathers: *hysterics*
Kit Kiana: ;.;
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| Nuuuuu T_T |
[27 Jul 2005|01:37am] |
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Mikieperson: I have this obsesion of listing to Jewl - Who Will Save Your Soul right now
bockfeathers: oh god that is bad T_T
bockfeathers: *hides from the jewlness*
Mikieperson: XD I like this song
Mikieperson: I have to been listing to this song for like last 3 hours
Mikieperson: XD
bockfeathers: the horror!
Mikieperson: XD
bockfeathers: it is in my head@!
Mikieperson: I am sining it too
bockfeathers: aaahhhhh
Mikieperson: hahaha
Mikieperson: haha, and it plays again.
Side note: I just don't get how anyone can listen to the same song for hours. I would go so nutters! Especially that song. Oh kill me it is still playing in my head ! AUUGH!!
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